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“If I get to be old, let me be weird and wise and whimsical.”
Today I will be filming a short form 500 days to change my life update. The original video is here. The part two is here. I plan to update every two months. At the time of writing this, there are roughly 403 days left. I feel closer yet so far. Like I am different… but not quite, “her“. Last night I wanted to give up. but I will not. Today- after being attacked by yet another spider (lol) I read my usual morning devotionals. They all had two takeaways- you are NOT alone, for God is with you. AND do NOT give up. God is expecting you to keep up. These rarely align, so trust and believe, I heard loud and clear the message.
This is a write up essentially of that video- so I will keep it brief.
I haven’t worked hard enough in the right ways.
Arguably the life I am after won’t feel like hard work once aligned.
For the rest of 2025, the phases look like this:
1- create Vittoria Physically
2- invest in stable income for Vittoria
3- partake in the “hobbies for now“ that will be stable income for Vittoria later
4- live a little but meaningfully: training $ versus food $, etc.
I look forward to the rest of 2025, the lessons it has for me. Maybe this was not my year in the sense I assumed. But will be my year that I create, me. I stop making excuses. Stop playing small. Stop seeking victimization. I look forward to releasing the old me.
FOR YOU
What matters most and how will you chase it?
Where can you clean up your life?
How will you do it?
Good luck and ever upward! xx VM.
P.S. I had to look it up. Two spiders at the same time, a week apart. I had to know. “Spiders represent feminine energy and creativity. They symbolize patience, fate, and the Shadow Self. Spiders show strength and the power to make a happy life. When a spider shows up in your life as animal totem, it's time to weave your wishes into reality. Spiders are the makers of their own destiny, and design their own world around them. They denote balance, and independence.” - tarapotamus on Reddit.
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